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Its been a while

so im sitting here in the hospital room at the OSU Medical Center with Zoey and for some reason i started thinking about this blog that my brother and i have. i havent been on here for a long time, i really didnt know if it was even still active. im not sure that i have a lot to say. im still in school going to CSCC, it isnt too bad, and working at FedEx, it really sucks. other than that i’ve been alright, for the most part. theres been a lot of things happen that i let get to me, when i know i shouldnt. but for some reason i feel like its worth it…i guess we’ll see. like i said, “its been a while.” i think i need some change, and im afraid to be the one that steps up to make it happen, because im afraid at what that means. im starting to realize that i know what i want and i dont want to settle for anything less. i know that its time to get my head on and focus and start thinking about future. its rough but its real life, welcome to it.
im not much of a writer, this is just how i feel.


New Tattoos!!

I finally got them! Got them done last night. The guy did a really good job. Place is called Raw Ink in Ada, OH. Thanks a bunch to Dave for the great work. ┬áHere’s some pictures:

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Why? And what does it mean?

Ever have a dream where you’re hanging out with a friend and she’s in a relationship with someone but the two of you end up kissing? Not like an intentionally planned kissed. Like one of those moments where your eyes just meet and then the kiss just slowly happens? At least right after that I remember apologizing because I knew she was in a relationship. But it was like time froze and we were in a completely different world of our own. Then some time had passed and we were hanging out again, I believe it was the same day, but now two more of our friends were there with us in what seemed like my dining room in my house. Our other two friends are in a relationship together. I don’t remember what we were doing but I think something happened to my friend that is in a relationship with another guy. I can’t remember what, if she like stubbed her toe or something. I just remember her making it into my arms and I just held her for a bit. Then there was a switch in this part where originally we were standing but then somehow we were sitting on the dining room floor. Our other two friends were sitting at the table. Then, as I was holding her, about to help her get up from the floor, she leaned and kissed me again, but I distinctly remember not kissing her back this time. Then there was another lapse in the dream and she was out of the room and I’m still sitting on the dining room floor with our friends at the table. This time they saw the kiss. And the only thing I remember them asking me was, “Why would you do that to [insert friends boyfriends name]?” I remember replying, kind of harshly I think, “I didn’t. If you didn’t notice, I didn’t actually kiss her back!” Then I got up and walked out of the room, a little aggravated at my friend who asked that question. Then the dream ended. I don’t know how to take it or what it means. I would never try to break up my friends relationship when she is happy with it currently. I don’t know. I have a feeling I’m going to be doing a lot of thinking for a while. Just what I needed. Not. What could it all mean? That’s my only question. I will admit that I do have some feelings for this friend and sometimes I think of how it could be if we were together. At least I don’t have a lot of work to do seeing as I’ll probably be pondering over this for a while.

I Want A New Tattoo

So, I’ve been thinking about it and I really want to get another tattoo. I have two now so this will my third and I just like them so much. I don’t want anything off the wall or really crazy because that just wouldn’t be me. But I’ve been looking around and I found a couple of ideas that I like, but I just can’t decide which. The one that I found is on both wrists and it says ‘make believe’ across the wrists and has two little bands around the left wrist above the word believe. Another one is getting ‘Omnia Vincit Amor’ around one wrist or I’ve considered possibly getting that written down one of my forearms. Another thought that came to mind was maybe getting the ‘make believe’ with the bands on one wrist and ‘Omnia Vincit Amor’ around the other wrist above the word make. I’ve included a couple of pictures of the three ideas so take a look and let me know what you think of the ideas and which sounds particularly the best to you.

Snow On Our Blog!!

Hey everyone, it’s snowing on our blog page! Those of you that are seeing this post somewhere other than our site should come check it out. I’m not that much of a fan of Winter itself because I hate the cold and ice and what not, but I still think snow can be a really pretty site during this time of year. If you have any great photos of snow that are just really captivating post them on your blog or Facebook page or whatever you have to post them on. If you don’t have somewhere cool to put them feel free to send them to us at brothers.northerntsunami@gmail.com and we’ll post them up on our page for you.

It’s getting close to Christmas and Christmas break from school so we want to wish everyone and very merry Christmas (or very happy holidays). Enjoy the season and cherish the time you have with your families. ­čÖé


“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.”
— 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

I really like this passage. It just always makes me think about the things or people I’ve had, have and would like to have in my life. And I don’t regret any of it. Somewhere along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you’ve made. I’d rather have a life full of mistakes than a heart full of regret. So I try to live everyday to the fullest and have fun in everything I do. I try not to let things upset me or get me down and just move passed them. Tonight, we’re going out to play bingo! It’s going to be a blast. And so with that I’ll leave you with this:

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because┬áthose who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”

She’s So Beautiful

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful…

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are